Monday, July 31, 2006
a dream i'd like to fulfill..
ever wonder how everlasting friendship starts and happen?
i wish i knew the answer to that,, because i'd really like to have friends that i could keep with me for as long as i can..i dont want to be alone when im growing old.. i can't have that anymore.. before, that was mostly my life, a loner,,, sure i have friends, but i can't really be proud and tell other people that, "Hey! These are my friends." yup, pitiful i know, that's why everytime i had the chance, i always asked God to bring me friends whom i can be with, those who would stick to me no matter what, those who would accept me even with my faults as a person, so finally, they came to me, i was so happy then, i had friends i could be proud of,, it's been good for more than a year, but we had to move on to college, i'm not able to talk to them much, some, no communication at all, so now i realized.. that they may not be the ones I dream of having an everlasting friendship with.. at least one or two of them i think would be possible.. but the others..i dont think so, and now, i've got new friends i've recently met, i get along very well with them.. so what should i do? maybe i'll just pray a little harder... and hope that at least one of them would be able to help me in fulfilling my dream of an everlasting friendship..
a dream i'd like to fulfill..ever wonder how everlasting friendship starts and happen?
i wish i knew the answer to that,, because i'd really like to have friends that i could keep with me for as long as i can..i dont want to be alone when im growing old.. i can't have that anymore.. before, that was mostly my life, a loner,,, sure i have friends, but i can't really be proud and tell other people that, "Hey! These are my friends." yup, pitiful i know, that's why everytime i had the chance, i always asked God to bring me friends whom i can be with, those who would stick to me no matter what, those who would accept me even with my faults as a person, so finally, they came to me, i was so happy then, i had friends i could be proud of,, it's been good for more than a year, but we had to move on to college, i'm not able to talk to them much, some, no communication at all, so now i realized.. that they may not be the ones I dream of having an everlasting friendship with.. at least one or two of them i think would be possible.. but the others..i dont think so, and now, i've got new friends i've recently met, i get along very well with them.. so what should i do? maybe i'll just pray a little harder... and hope that at least one of them would be able to help me in fulfilling my dream of an everlasting friendship..
jia..d' freakin' complicated girl..
7:28 PM
