Friday, August 04, 2006
my alter ego..
let me tell you about my personalities..
one is
my happy self, which is mostly what i am in school and outside, this is what i like to project to other people, i believe that this is what i really am, is it really?
now, the other is
my serious self, which is mostly what i am at home, but not always, this is the self that i don't like, but essential to myself,,
i am my happy self when i am:
smiling, showing sense of humor, daydreaming, witty, sarcastic, acting crazy, talkative, noisy, wiggly(malikot)
i am my serious self when i am:
quiet, frowning, depressed, thinking, absent-minded, studying, easily irritated, angry, impatient, reading, sick, reflecting, bothered, hard to talk to, in my own world
i am a moody person, hard to be with, hard to comprehend that's why i'm always misunderstood, people who don't know me well judge me as different, weird, out of ordinary, a bad person, only my real friends are able to understand and are patient enough to stay and know about the real me. People who don't know me only sees my serious self, they can never picture me as the happy-go-lucky person that i really am. so, they just get away from me thinking that i'm a boring person, to hell with them all, i don't need them boring creatures.
Now, are you one of those creatures? do you have the guts to take a chance with me and try to be my friend? you decide..
jia..d' freakin' complicated girl..
8:06 PM